Adulting At 30ish

Is this adulting or f’n up? Who’s to judge and/or who’s there to give you that nudge. Idk 🤷🏽‍♂️. Will I get drunk tonight and hit up the bar or will I fill up my car now in traffic….while heading home. My ex’s got me fuckd up. Should ride by her house and egg that bihhhh shit.